| wow...im slipping...i havent updated in forever!
a lot has been goin on in my life...i've been EXTREMELY busy..and it
shows seeing as how i barely have time for myself....so let me try and
update as much as possible...seeing as how i dont remember quite where
i left off...
Well...stinky and I got back together...a few days b4 v-day to be more
exact...we were broken up for 2 months...and went through a lot of
stuff during those 2 months that we were broken up...I confronted him
on his lying...BIG TIME LYING...and of course he LIED to me about
that....he'd been talkin to another girl while we were broken up...and
yes..to the untrained eye and ear i should not have been mad about
that...which would be true..had he not been telling me he loved me and
wanted to be with me and blahhh blahh blahh...knowing damn well he had
JUST spoken to her on the phone moments b4 or after we spoke...so
yea...i busted his ass on it...he denied denied denied...while i
laughed laughed laughed....i was hurt...so it took me a while to decide
if i even wanted to be with him again....its still an up hill battle
for me....i love him..but of course..its guna be hard for anyone to
fully trust and believe someone when they were lying to you when u were
not together....and seeing as how we were not together...he REALLY had
no reason to lie...he claims after the whole thing...and we got back
together he hasnt called her or VS. that was a lie...she called him...i
checked for myself...but to his defense...the calls she made to him
were missed calls...so i guess he didnt speak to her...we shall see...
but whatever...im SSSLLLOOOWWWLLLYYY moving on...its really hard for me
though...we've had some arguements since the incident...im not
perfect...and i know he isnt either...so im trying
hmmmm...whatelse...
well between school...work...practices...and homework...oh and the
little time i spend with stinky....i have no time for myself...im
actually about to leave for practice in a few minutes...ughhh...when
will it end??? i guess i cant complain too much..because i am doing
what i want to do...and thats fashion shows (for now)...sooooooooo
here's the line up for my upcoming events
Thursday April 6th i am doing the spring runway EXTRAVAGANZA show for
Azzure` & Indigo Red...if you're in the VA area...come check it
out!!! its at the Holiday Inn Hampton Conference center and advance
tickets are $15....plug...plug...plug...lol
then on the 9th...im doing my 1st hair show...i hope they dont do
anything crazy to my hair for the hair show...or for the azzure`
show...atleast nothing that i cant take out immediately afterwards..u
know...
hmmm...whatelse...i dont really know...rather i dont have time to
really elaborate on anything because its time for me to go...so toodles
yall...and be safe
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| i know i havent updated in years...and i'll do it soon...im just not in
the mood right now...im EXHAUSTED...i need to figure out WHAT im doing
with myself...i seriously need to clean my room...and my ass needs to
win the lotto...im stressed...im tired...and im soooooo lookin fwd to
spring break...so i can just relax....and im really lookin fwd to this
weekend...friday evening can not come fast enough..i need to unwind and
rethink some things...
well im off to take a shower and go to sleep....im supposed to study
for spanish...but...i dont feel like it...i'll just get up early (i'll
probably be up anyway since its gettin hard for me to sleep through the
night) and study. Toodles
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| Why must life be so difficult???
I find myself wishing i were a kid again...so that I could go back to
when life was sooo simple...no worries...no lies...everything was black
and white...and not shades of gray...i miss those days...the days i
took for granted...so in a rush to get older...only to wish that I were
a kid again...i miss those days...i want those days...i NEED those days
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| lol...ok...i was talkin 2 my ex online...wowwwwwwwww...he definitely
told me the DUMBEST story i have EVER heard....i have fans
guys....wow...some ppl REALLY need to get a life...lol...here's the
conversation
Derrick: I'm learning a lot about you
Derrick: Do you know erica
me: huh?
me: who's erica?
Derrick: Look on facebook
Derrick: She was your old roomates friend
me: derrick...erica is a common name...there must be a million ppl named erica
me: ok
Derrick: Erica from ny
Derrick: She a nursing major
me: oooooooook.....what about her
Derrick: She was like you called someone on your roomates phone in the middle of the night
me: huh?
me: i never used my roommate's phone
Derrick: This is what erica told me
Derrick: Cell phone
me: i never used my roommates cell phone
me: we were never cool like that
me: so i dont know what yall are talkin about
Derrick: This is the word from erica, from your roomates mouth
me: oooooo k...well they're info is wrong...i was NEVER cool with tiffany...NEVER used her phone...BARELY spoke 2 her
Derrick: Ok this is what erica said your roomate said
Derrick: Hold I'm going to wtite it
me: ok..but im telling you..and you know i wasnt cool with her..or else i wouldnt have been so pressed for her to move
me: k
Derrick: She said that you reached over her in the middle of night
called someone from ny and then the person you called called her phone
back asking for you
me: what...lol...ok...that NEVER happened...
me: that bitch must have been dreamin
me: i never even walked on her side....lol..i knew she was crazy
Derrick: And one time she said you were in the room and erica was in there and you told her to move
me: oh...i did
me: she was in my way
Derrick: You just said move
me: that part is true...but i never used anyone's phone in the middle of the night...thats just crazy
Derrick: You didn't say excuse me
me: no..actually i did say excuse me
me: she said what..and I said..ur in my way
Derrick: She said you just was like move
me: no...i said excuse me....she turned and said what...and i was like...your in my way..and i motioned for her to move
Derrick: She was like your one of those rude ny girls
me: if she didnt like the way i said it...too bad...she should have said something to me that day
me: she doesnt know me and never spoke to me
me: and dont know what she's talkin about
Derrick: And she was like that's why I never liked your ex girlfriend
me: she didnt know me
me: and like i said...if she had a problem...she should have said something
me: im grown..and can handle any problem someone has with me
Derrick: I'm thinking maybe she's talking about someone else
me: im far from rude...
Derrick: That's what I'm thinking
Derrick: I know you're not rude
me: and thats why i dont like females...cuz they can never just open up their mouths and say what they have to say
me: like i said...she never spoke to me a day in her life...so she really doesnt know me
me: if she thinks im rude...tell her i said good...keep thinkin that
Derrick: I was like are you sure your talking about the same person
Derrick: Cause you're mad nice
me: like i said...she doesnt know me...never ONCE introduced
herself...if anyone was rude it was her...when she would just open up
my door without knockin
Derrick: Ok
mokennasa316: i COULD HAVE been rude to her and my roommates other friends...but i wasnt
me: i just minded my own business
Derrick: Don't get bent out of shape
me: im not...but if someone has a problem with ME...i'd rather they say something to ME...and not about me
Demar456: What you mean
me: its just childish
Derrick: I feel you
me: because...her and my other roommates friends would just walk up in the room without knockin
Derrick: But she was happy when I told her we broke up
me: if i was rude...i would've kicked them out
me: for not knockin...and i didnt
me: ppl dont have any home training
me: please...she needs to get it together..because the only time i ever
spoke to her was when she was going to tacobell and i told her to get
me some too
me: other than that...i never spoke to her
Derrick: She's like I never liked her and I'm thinking how can you not like her she's mad nice
me: maybe she's just mad cuz im one of "those new yorkers who dont pay attention to someone they dont know"
me: and if she didnt want to introduce herself..i wasnt going out of my way to introduce MYSELF in MY OWN ROOM
Derrick: Ok
lol...str8 comedy...if/when i see this girl around campus..im going to
make it my business to say HI and wave to her ass...make sure she feels
"EXTRA" special...lol...wow...females or people in general
nowadays...dont have lives
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